“Not…for that…” I pause and smile. “Even though I wouldn’t be oppose to…that.” Spencer swats my arm. “No seriously. The most I’ve seen of your house is the porch.”

Spencer spends a lot of time at my place, but I’ve only know where she lives and what her porch looks like. I’ve never been over to her place. It’s kind of sad. We’ve been friends longer then we’ve been in our relationship, and all this time I have yet to see her place.

“Um…I don’t kn…”

“What… your other girlfriend waiting for you?” I tease. Spencer just rolls her eyes at me. “Are you hiding something, Spencer? I secret child, boyfriend, weird sex toys, huh?”

“No. You know it all.”

“I don’t think I do.” I say while reaching over and running my finger along her jaw.

“You do.”

“Mmmm…” I lean over and she meets me halfway to share a kiss. “How old were you when you lost your virginity?” I question when the kiss is over. “Random. I know.” I smile at her.

“Nineteen.” She says quietly.

“Nineteen?” I say in aw. “Seriously…you were nineteen?”

“That’s what I said.” She says getting defensive. I watch as she puts on her seat belt and crosses her arms, a clear sign that she’s ready to go.

“I’m sorry. It’s just…” I pull her arm until they unfold and grab one of her hands to hold. “You are so fucking hot and just so beautiful that I can’t imagine someone not trying to get into your pants sooner than that.” I say in honesty.

“Yeah, well…they tried but they didn’t succeed.” She sighs out. “Can we leave, please?”

“I had been sixteen for a whole two months before I gave mine up…” I ramble as I pull out of the parking lot, headed towards Spencer’s place. Spencer stays quiet as I tell her of my first time. “You okay?” I ask squeezing her hand.

“Yeah,” She says quietly looking out of the window.

“Okay.” I’m kind of put off by her attitude. “Tell me about the guy you gave your virginity to and why it took ni…”

“No.” Is the word that silences me.

“Spencer?”