I woke up this morning feeling better than I had in years. I actually slept through the night everyday this week. It may sound crazy to count sleeping through the night as an accomplishment but, this is me we’re talking about. It is big! Oops, okay sorry I forgot to tell you something about myself, I am an insomniac. Yeah, no joke I was diagnosed with it when I was ten. I’ve went to doctor after doctor and they’ve done more tests than I can count, even those sleep clinic things. But, nothing seemed to help. The only thing that came close was this doctor in Maine gave me this pill, one with a name ridiculously long and unable to pronounce. All it did was completely knock me out, I’m talking comatose. And, since you can’t exactly function in the world at that state there was no reason for me to take it. So, we finally gave up and for the most part I’ve learned to deal with it. However, since most people aren’t awake at four thirty in the morning I thought it would pose a problem when I came to college. Lucky, Kyla is like the heaviest sleeper on the planet, I mean the first week I thought she was one those knockout pills (yes, I still have them. But, only for extreme emergencies.). Nope, according to Kyla she’s always slept that way. I swear though, that girl is on something, a hurricane could though the room and she wouldn’t bat an eyelash. Home-girl’s a freak of nature I tell ya’! Oh well, sorry I’m rambling…so yeah where was I? Oh yeah, so I’ve never really slept through the night. So, when I woke up this morning to find that I had slept through the night was thrilled to say the least. What could have brought on this change you wonder? Hey me too! The only thing that changed lately is I’ve been spending most of my time with Ash…whoa wait no no that can’t be it. I will not let myself think that! I mean I have been spending all my free time with her but, that couldn‘t be it. It’s all too fast I only met her two weeks ago, I can’t already be in love..no no I will not say that word, it is out of the question! I can’t be..I promised myself I wouldn’t go down this road again. Been there, done that and see where it got me..yeah months of crying my eyes out. Not Again, NOPE…NOT GOIN HAPPEN! But, shit..she is incredible and sweet and unbelievably sexy..whoa no control Spencer, control! So that is what I’ve been trying to do. I decided to paint awhile..to take my mind off..you know who?! So, I threw on a black tank cut off above my stomach and a pair of black boi shorts and painted. That is what I’ve been doing for almost four hours now. SHIT!!!!