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Ashley: “Like I said. You don’t have to figure it all out right now. It’s a huge step to make. I’m just really glad you took that step with me.”
Spencer smiled at me and I started up my car.
Ashley: “So, you want to go home now I take it?”
Spencer: “I don’t exactly want to, but I know my parents will want me home for dinner.”
Ashley: “Ok.”
Spencer: “You should join us. That is if you want to.”
Ashley: “Maybe next time. I’m not exactly family orientated.”
Spencer: “Oh, alright then.”
She looked a little upset. I didn’t want to make her feel that way, but I don’t fit well with family togetherness. I grabbed her hand and drove her to her house. I pulled into her driveway and she started to get out of the car, but I wouldn’t let go of her hand. She looked confused.
Ashley: “Just wait a few more minutes.”
Spencer: “Is everything ok?”
Ashley: “Yeah, I was just wondering what is going on with us now?”
Spencer: “I don’t know. What is supposed to happen?”
Ashley: “Well, it’s not that different from dating a guy. If you spent an amazing evening with a guy and you kissed him what would you want to do?”
Spencer: “It depends how much I liked him.”
Ashley: “How much do you like me?”
Spencer: “I don’t know. I don’t know how I am supposed to feel.”
Ashley: “Can you imagine yourself dating a girl?”
Spencer: “If I did I wouldn’t want anyone to know just yet.”
Ashley: “I can keep a secret. Not forever, but for a little while I could.”
Spencer: “So, are we together now?”
Ashley: “That depends on what you want. If you want to be with me then I’m yours. If you don’t I guess I can deal with it.”
Spencer gave my hand a soft squeeze and started to get out of the car. I had no idea if we were together or what. This girl sure was confusing. Before closing the door she turned to look at me and said
Spencer: “I want some time to think. This is a big deal to me and I need to figure stuff out. Can I call you later tonight?”
Ashley: “Of course. Take your time.”
She closed the door and walked into her house. I pulled away from her house and headed to my own to sit by my phone and wait for her call.
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