I wanna forget that all this horrible shit keeps happening. If I told you, we'd talk about it. And right now..." Spencer watched as Ashley took a deep breath, sadness in her eyes, as she collected herself. "I just want to forget."
Spencer bit her lip and nodded, smiling a little. It was obvious that Ashley was as tired as she was with the mess of the last week; or the last four years. "Then for now we'll forget." Spencer whispered as she moved to cup Ashley's cheek; her thumb caressing the soft skin.
"We'll forget." Ashley mumbled back, staring the blonde deep in the eye as she got lost in her ex best friend's touch.
"We'll forget." Spencer breathed out, hypnotized by Ashley's deep brown eyes that moments ago were filled with pain but now held something different. Spencer wet her lips as watched Ashley's eyes follow the movement and darken suddenly. The blonde knew that look. She had seen it many times in her ex best friend's eyes whenever they were alone together. And right now, they were very much alone.
The air had changed in the car and Spencer noticed the difference ever since she turned the radio off. It was so silent aside from the sounds of the two girls' heavy breathing. Ashley, too, noticed the difference and she very much so wanted to be hopeful of what it meant. But she was tired of having hope; tired of being disappointed.
But when time slowed down to particles and Spencer leaned forward, Ashley allowed some hope to creep in, however.
The crinkling noise of the leather seat was Ashley's only proof that her ex best friend moved closer, cause the instant she saw Spencer lean, her eyes snapped shut. She felt the warm breath on her face and didn't dare to stir.
Spencer watched the desperation on the brunette's face, eyes tightly closed and mouth slightly opened as she breathed harder. And it was that look that made the blonde finish closing the gap and brush her lips against Ashley's.
Ashley whimpered at the first touch as her heart hammered in her ears. She sat absolutely still in case she startled the blonde getting her to change her mind. But Spencer's palm was still lightly cupping Ashley's cheek and it took everything within her not to hold the blonde in place and kiss the life out of her.
And then mutually, as if it had been practice a thousand times, both girls slowly opened their mouths a little more to allow their intentions to be known. With more pressure, their lips sought each other, both shifting closer to one another to gain more contact.
Spencer's hand moved to the back of Ashley's neck to keep her in place as her mouth claimed Ashley's again and again. The brunette moved her shaky left arm around to clasp Spencer waist which made the blonde's kiss deepen in an eager conformation. She wanted Ashley to hold her, wanted her to know that she wanted this. And as the intensity of the kiss picked up, the brunette decided that she had waited long enough for Spencer; she wanted her now!
Ashley's tongue slipped between Spencer's lips just as Ashley pulled the blonde closer to her. Spencer went willingly, letting one leg straddle the center console until she was astride the brunette's lap. Spencer opened her mouth more to let the brunette tongue slip in deeper and both girls' breath caught.
Spencer and Ashley were shivering at the feel of the other girl against them. Spencer's fingers immediately dove into Ashley's curls as the brunette's left hand cupped the blonde's cheek while her right raced up and down Spencer's back.
Ashley so wanted to whimper Spencer's name, tell her how much this meant to her, how much she longed to touch her, to kiss her. But instead she poured her heart out into the kiss that she never wanted to end.
Neither girl was aware any longer of where they were. They didn't care that they were in an empty, dark parking lot very early in the morning. They were only responsive to their company, kissing deeply with slow rhythmic swipes of their tongues, sucking of soft lips, and yielding nibbles that had them both breathless and fanatic.
The windows of the car, already lightly frost-covered, were now completely fogged, giving the allusion that there was no outside world. Their heavy breathing tethered them together.
Spencer's heart ached it hurt so much and she was a mess of quivers. She never felt so much from one kiss and the only other that had remotely this much passion was from the last time she kissed Ashley. When the brunette's tongue entered her mouth once again, Spencer sucked hard on it as she started rocking against the thigh she straddled.
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