She didn't want to sleep with anymore men. There was enough money maybe she could tell Glen to reschedule because she was too tired to fuck anyone else- “Get the fuck away from me!” She snapped attempting to move away, far far away where no one could touch her tainted skin. His moans filled her head again, his ecstasy soon becoming hers, she didn't feel it now. Nothing felt good. Not even the soothing words being spoken to her as someone' else's arms succeeded in capturing her small frame holding her tight against a strong body. Spencer. The tears came rushing down again. “No! Please just let me go, you don't want me, please! Just let me go.” Her face fell against the other girls shoulder as she held the blond with all her might. “God, Spence, just kill me. I don't want to be here anymore, just fucking kill me!” “You don't want that-”
Jerking back from loving arms, her wild brown eyes stared fiercely into watery blue. A sadness accompanied the tears, and Ashley knew her words had hurt her heart, the beating organ now aching where it lied in her lover's chest. She didn't care. “Why wouldn't I?! My Mother hates me!!” Her eyes tore away from the blonde's and moved to her revealed abdomen. Her fingers moved to the skin, clawing madly at the expertly done makeup and tattoo concealer hiding her scars and fresh bruises. 'Ashley stop!' She didn't hear the words and fought the hands trying to force her to listen. “Look at me.” With an insane smile, her eyes moved back up.
Spencer sat speechless examining the damage. The skin stained with the words 'Kill Me' now had large dark bruises beside them. And before anything was said, she was gathered in strong arms again. “Oh Ash..” The brunette melted into the embrace feeling the girl holding her softly kiss the top of her head. Closing her eyes, she smiled fighting back a moan. Everywhere tingled with pleasure. A warm rush ran through her veins replacing fear with ecstasy. It was back erasing her bad thoughts. She felt nice again. Decent. “You told me she stopped...but she never did, did she?”
The brunette shook her head smiling at the intoxicating sensations running through her body. Warm arms held her tighter and she felt tears land on her naked skin but paid no attention to them. Nothing but the pleasure mattered. “You've been through so much, so so much...where have I been?” More tears followed the statement, they didn't register in Ashley's mind. She was too busy kissing the skin closets to her lips, loving the taste of the blonde's skin arousing her to no end. “Why haven't I been there for you?” The words were spoken above a whisper, Ashley barely heard them, and pulled away when she did.
