Ashley: "Why are you still with him?" I asked her irritated.

Spencer: "He loves me and I love him. He saved you why do you still dislike him?" She asked with just as irritated tone.

Cuz I think he's lying about what really happened I really wish I could remember. I also think he's scum. Unfortunantely I can't say any of that out loud. I don't want her mad at me.

Ashley: "I don't know." I lie. "I just don't."

Spencer: "You're lying. I can tell cuz you look away and get quieter." She said lifting my head to look me in the eyes.

Ashley: "No I'm not." 

Spencer: "Yes you are just tell me."

Ashley: "You tell me first. Why are you lying?" 

Spencer: "I'm not lying and tell you what first?" She asked confused. 

Ashley: "Why you're still with him. He's not good for you."

Spencer: "Don't hold back tell me how you really feel." So I did.

Ashley: "Honestly I don't like that you still feel like you have to sneak around to see me. Also I think he's a big dumb jerk. You deserve so much better. He tries to control everything you do and if you don't do what he wants I think he abuses you verbally and physically. I thinks he's a scum bag who is lying about what happened. I may not remember but I don't think he saved me. I think you need to get rid of him, and find someone who treats you with respect and loves you for who you are." Apparently I didn't care what I said anymore I was sick of all the lies. She looked shocked, pissed, and sad all at the same time. It was a look I've never seen before.

Spencer: "You don't even know him." She yelled at me. "For someone who hates to be judged you sure are judgemental. He loves me. He does. He really does. It's my fault." She screamed some more and then realized what she had said and then shut up when she saw the way I was looking at her. "What?"

Ashley: "What's your fault Spence?" I say reaching out to hold her hand. She pulled away.