Ok so here’s the thing, I’m now on stage with my guitar and best friend and her girlfriend sitting front seat of Open Mic Night. Jesus I’m nervous as hell. Spencer looks so cute and she looks so excited for me and Madison…Well Madison’s just there. Neither one of them know what I’m singing. Spencer thinks I wrote something and Madison just doesn’t give a shit cause we hate each other. Before the night goes on let me explain why I’m so nervous and why this can either go really really good for me or really really bad.

Two years ago the blonde sitting in front of me, Spencer, came to King High and instantly stole my heart. She got me to stop drinking, smoking, fucking around, helped me through my father’s death, and the arrival of my half sister Kyla, helped my mom accept me for being gay, and basically made me an all around better person. The thing is I’m in a psychotic LOVE TRIANGLE.

That’s right people me against Madison Duarte, the cheer leading captain, head or the socialites of King High, and complete opposite of the love of my life Spencer. The love triangle goes like this: Madison, Spencer, and I are openly gay and possibly the hottest girls in school, therefore of course it would make sense that we all sort of hang out or *cough* have gone out together in the past. I love Spence, but Spencer is head over heels for my EX Madison, and Madison has never really gotten over the fact that I cheated on her so she is going out with Spencer to “SPARE HER THE PAIN” so she says. I know it’s to just to get back at me.

Spencer doesn’t and will never find out about me and Madison because neither one of us will confess to it. So here’s the real problem. Usually it would be alright to just take Spencer away from some other girl with some probing or wooing, but not this time. This time Spencer’s got Madison and Madison knows me like a book…that’s what happens when you’re with someone for a year. She knows all my tricks, all my words, my sweet little speeches, and on top of that she is always up Spence’s ass. I never get any alone time with the girl.

Tonight is a perfect example. I asked Spencer to come to the Open Mic Night and what do I get? I get Spencer and MADISON! What the fuck man! I can’t win at all and on top of all that. The number 1 thing that makes Madison not just slight competition but BIG competition is that fact that she is the best sex I’ve ever had. So imagine. Why would Spencer ever want to leave this girl? She’s beautiful, smart, and talented and a great fuck. JESUS!

I really can’t win anymore, but it’s not my style to just quit. That’s why I’m here tonight. The only thing my dad gave me was my ability to sing and that’s what I’m going to do. I’m going to sing to Spence and hopefully she’ll get the message in the song. Tonight will be my last and final attempt though. If I can’t get her with this maybe we were just never meant to be with each other. God it makes me sad thinking about it, but it might be.

 My guitar has been tuned and I’m sitting in my stool with the Mic in my in front of me. Did I mention how nervous I am? I look down at Spencer and give her a smile that she kindly returns. Then I look at Madison who gives me this evil smirk. She knows I’m scared she probably knows that I’m going to do this.

Ashley: I’m sorry…I can’t do this.

I looked at Spencer whose mouth must have dropped and Madison whose smirk only grew into a big smile as she shook her head. I ran to the back and before Spencer comes to talk to me I put my guitar in its case, ran to my Porsche, and went home. Man that was the most embarrassing thing ever. I’ve sang in public before, I’ve even sang in front of crowds of people. The thing is I’ve never sang in front of Spencer, not purposely anyway.