I had a dream last night.
Where I woke up too late.
And everything I loved.
I began to hate.

I know I sound repetitive,
Cause I'm repeating myself,
And I'm competitive,
I want you all by yourself.
And that alone is just the problem,
I've got these woes,
And I just can't solve them.
If I could gather up the nerve,
I'd put my feelings into words,
And if I weren't so young, or stupid, or restless,
I might be able to just soon forget this.
Just forget this.

she looked so cute singing along with the song with that smile i love on her face.we got to her house and i pulled in the drive way.thank god her ass of a brother wasn't here.i got out and went to open her door.i helped her out of the car and was walking her to the door when she grab my hand as we kept walking.her touch was burning me in a good way.

we got to the door and turned to eachother"i had a really good time ash i'm glad you called"she said never letting go of my hand."i had a good time too spence" i said and smiled.looking eachother in the eyes"goodnight ashley"she said as she leaned in to kiss me.it was a soft sweet and loving kiss my body was on fire.i've never felt this way before when someones kissed me.maybe it's love?"goodnight spencer"i says as she breaks the kiss and walks inside.i feel cold now